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xxpaigevictoriaxx asked:
Have you ever been cheated on? If so how did you cope?

Yes. It was about 4 years ago. I coped fairly poorly. I flipped out. A lot of anxiety and crying. The worst part is that I stayed with the person after I found out, thinking they would change. I tore myself apart internally. My anxiety was so plaguing I couldn’t sleep. I lost somewhere between 25-30 pounds. I chain smoked and listened to a lot of Greg Laswell. It has always been something in the back of my mind. Because of it I have a really hard time trusting people. I still question my fiancé from time to time, but she knows I can’t help it. It hurts a lot at the time but if there is one thing I’ve learned it’s that you don’t need that negativity in your life. Build a strong support system of friends. Therapy has also been helpful to me.


Am I the only one who keeps their phone on silent 99.3 % of the time

Anonymous asked:
I just don't want to live anymore. I don't know how much more I can take and no one cares. Idk what to do :(

Okay well first things first, this is definitely not a conversation for my entire blog to see. Come off anon and I’ll give you my kik, Facebook or number so we can talk. Or, if you don’t trust me you need to call the suicide hotline. 800-273-8255. I’m here. I just need you to let me know you.

Anonymous asked:
how do I get a girlfriend if im shy and insecure? (im a girl btw)

I was asked this before. Come off anon and we can talk


i fuckin hate the type of person who enters a room when a show is on and starts talking. what the fuck is wrong with you. who the fuck raised you. are you an animal. get out of my house

Love says: I’ve seen the ugly parts of you, and I’m staying.
Matt Chandler (via rainydaysandblankets)

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